My husband and I have been married for 19 years now. We have only one daughter who is 17 years old. Because I have only children, I love and pamper him very much. Because to me, my daughter is the most valuable asset. I can lose everything, lack everything, but I can’t be without children. Because of that thought, I always try to endure a bad husband.
We were only happy together for the first 5 years, following that time, the couple constantly quarreled. My husband changed his personality, drank, played, even had outside relationships. The day I knew my husband was having an affair, I was like crazy and rushed to fight jealously and make a fuss. In return, her husband defended her and scolded me. Shit before the 3rd person, I know I’m nothing in my husband’s eyes.
Since then, many times my husband asked for a divorce to go to someone else, but I refused. I do not want to break up because I am afraid that my daughter will be psychologically affected and have a reputation for divorce. All the suffering and humiliation I can bear, I just hope that my children have a happy and healthy childhood.
When two people no longer have feelings for each other, we are like strangers. Something is not satisfactory, the husband and wife quarrel. The respect we have for each other is nonexistent. I always get annoyed when he comes home drunk or texts someone. Not to mention the month that gives the month no. Married life makes me extremely tired, I just hope that my daughter grows up quickly, goes to university away from home, I will separate.
