Instructor Lee Ji-young / Photo = Captured YouTube ‘Time to change the world’
Lee Ji-young, a ‘one-time instructor’ in the field of social research, confessed to a time when she faced a crisis of death and said, “I regretted that I pushed the students to study with the will to die.”
In a lecture on YouTube’s ‘Time to Change the World’ on the 5th, Lee Ji-young said, “In July 2017, the appendix ruptured due to acute appendicitis and progressed to peritonitis. I met the turning point of death in May,” he said.
First, he recalled the time when his appendix ruptured due to acute appendicitis and was taken to the hospital, saying, “The doctor usually rolls around and runs to the hospital before it gets to this point and asks for his life. “Can you handle it?” he said.
He continued, “It was shocking. Everyone thought they might tolerate this much. Seeing the doctor scolding me for being stupid and ignorant, I thought something was wrong. “He said.
He disclosed his sales at the time, saying, “Every July is the peak season for sales.” The sales cost of individual textbooks was 5,99149,2 million won, the sales of online lectures were 2,187,733,406 won, and the sales of on-site lectures were 3.97 billion won.
Lee Ji-young said, “At the time, I was a lecturer who accounted for a significant portion of the sales of an Internet lecture site, so the contract terms were favorable.
He continued, “In the current country, even if I gave you a million dollars, even if I became rich like Elon Musk, I would never make the worst choice. I thought it would,” he confessed.
It was in April of the following year that he was discharged from the hospital so early and continued teaching. Lee Ji-young said, “My health deteriorated to the point that I might not proceed with all lectures. I had no strength to lift a spoon, and even when I put food in my jaw, I might not chew. , all the figures in the body were heading towards death.”
At that time, he had to pay a penalty that was three times the down payment, including the value of stocks, sales, and publicity costs paid for the down payment. Lee Ji-young said, “What the hell did I do wrong to come to this worst situation?”
So, he headed to Jeju Island, took a break for a month or two, and miraculously recovered. He said, “Just a month or two of rest and serious reflection brought me recovery,” he said.
Then, he emphasized, “Looking back, without health, human Lee Ji-young might not exist. Without health, he would not have been a helper of the examinee, but would have become a breakaway or a traitor.”
He also reflected on the fact that he urged his past students to “study with the determination to die” and “you won’t die even if you sleep for just three hours”. Lee Ji-young said, “I have a lot of regrets. I wanted to remind you not to abuse yourself because of your studies. I realized what a big mistake I was making.”
He continued, “The fortress tells me, ‘If you only sleep for three hours a day, you can die’ and ‘You are studying for yourself, so don’t be harsh on yourself.'”
Kim Soo-young, reporter at Hankyung.com swimming@hankyung.com