How does Alina feel when she visits Dmitry’s grave?
The bride of the deceased hero of Ukraine Dmitry Kotsyubailo quite often attends interviews and talks regarding military issues. But the questions also relate to a personal wound that has not yet healed – the death of Da Vinci.
Alina has already told how she experiences the loss of her loved one and how she lives on, but this time Mikhailova admitted exactly what she feels when she stands at Askold’s grave, where the warrior is buried.
“This happened at the end of December, it became difficult for me to come there, I can’t even explain why. I take care of the grave, I order flowers, cleaning, sorting stones, ordering candles, that is, it’s some kind of routine and at some point At the moment of this routine, I thought, why am I doing this? Am I doing this for myself or for the people who come there? I’m not doing this for myself, I have the answer,” says Alina.
The combat medic noted that there are many questions in her head that she cannot yet answer; she does not fully understand what visits to the grave of her loved one give her.
Alina Mikhailova (photo: screenshots)
The girl also decided to share her emotions in those moments when she visits Dmitry at Askold’s grave.
“So someone asks, do you feel Dmitry there? No, he’s not there, for me he’s not there and do I feel any kind of force there, I don’t either. I feel that he’s there, but the question is where, that’s simple somewhere and it seems that we just have to wait a little and he will return,” the military woman said sensually.
“This place is definitely not on Askoldova and not where the house is where his portraits are placed, but there is a feeling that he will return,” Mikhailova concluded.
