The story began when I was a first-year student at the Faculty of Agriculture, and I had great ambitions and dreams, especially since I loved my field of study and had a great desire to succeed.
The days passed until the first year of university ended, and I was surprised that there was a young man who proposed to me, and my father agreed quickly without going back or presenting the matter to take my opinion, and because of that I entered into many disputes with my father because of this matter.
In the end I learned that this young man came through one of my father’s friends, so my father had a great desire to complete the marriage.
Two days later, the young man came to visit us and get to know me, but the shocking surprise was that he was not young as they told me, he was a man fifteen years older than me!
I refused the matter a lot, but I might not stand once morest the desire and insistence of my father, and in the end the engagement and engagement took place, and the most difficult thing in the matter was that the date of marriage was set following only three months.
And my life was going once morest my desire, and the opposite of the ambitions that I dreamed of, and the days passed quickly in which I tried to adapt to the new situation.
Until the wedding date came, and I was feeling great fear, and also inside me was a feeling of helplessness and anxiety, and I never felt as happy as any bride celebrating her wedding.
In the end, I surrendered to the status quo and got married, and began my new life in an attempt to accept the matter and live with it, but from the first day of marriage, my husband was a person with strange and sometimes unacceptable qualities.
As he was a strong-tempered person who did not like to be discussed by anyone in his decisions, and he also dealt with me with orders and prohibitions, and there was no room for discussion or discussion.
Nevertheless, I lived with the matter without arguing, and perhaps my personality did not like disputes and conflict a lot, so I avoided entering into disputes or problems,
Perhaps because of these pressures, she developed hypertension, and it did not take long for her to develop diabetes.
Days passed on this situation until I gave birth to our first child, and he was a beautiful boy who looked like the moon, and the most beautiful moments of life were when I heard the sound of his crying for the first time in life.
And my life began to take another turn, as following the presence of my son with me, my life became of value and there was a desire to coexist more.
Years passed like this, and my son was growing up before my eyes, and I dreamed of a great future for him, but my husband never changed.
His treatment was always very harsh, even with his young son, he always dealt with him very harshly, and he never felt the affection of a father or trying to get close to him and I always tried to contain the matter.
Seven years following the birth of the first child, I gave birth once more, and this time was a beautiful girl, and my happiness became greater with my children, and I considered that their presence in my life was the most beautiful gift that fate sent me.
And the years passed on this approach, and my husband was the biggest obstacle in my life. He always dealt with us without understanding or interest.
He did not try to get close to the children and understand their thinking and mentality, so his treatment was reflected in the children’s personality.
My son was always in a state of isolation, and avoided sitting with us, and although he was twenty years old, but he was always far from his father, and afraid to talk to him, and despite my many attempts to get close to him, but I might not play the role of a father in his life.
And whenever I talked to my husband, that what he did with the children was not true, and that he should at least get close to our eldest son so as not to lose him, but he also treated me with a kind of disregard and lack of interest, and he saw that distress and cruelty is the only way to raise.
And the days passed without change, until one day my husband came and said that he would marry our son to the son of one of his friends!
Of course, I refused, because my son was still young, and I also refused to marry this
The way, but my husband’s order was final, and he agreed on everything, and my son got married following only three months, with us in the same house, as it was a very traditional marriage, and his wife lived with him in his room.
One day, a phone call came to me from the place where my husband works, telling me that he had an accident at work and was taken to the hospital, and I went quickly to the hospital, and there they told me that a large piece of iron fell on him from the top, and that his condition was very difficult.
Indeed, he was in a complete coma in the hospital, which did not last long, as following three days he died in the hospital!
His loss also had an impact on my life. He may have been a difficult and cruel person at times, but in the end he was my husband and the father of my children.
After his death, I decided to devote myself to the children and not think regarding anything else, and I tried to get closer to them and create a state of understanding and friendship between us.
But my son, following the death of his father, his life began to change a lot, as he had his own opinion, and he did not listen to anyone but his wife, and he became like the bird that was in the cage, and suddenly he found his freedom, and he had some strange behaviors.
One day I woke up in the morning with a severe headache, and a great pain in my body, and it was a condition that I might feel for the first time in my life, but following a short time my condition began to improve.
And the next day in the morning I also felt the same, and this thing began to happen to me a lot, especially when I woke up in the morning, but it was to a lesser degree.
The strange thing is that every night as soon as I lay my head on the bed, I do not feel myself until the next day, and I go into a deep sleep.
And I felt that there was something abnormal, and one time I was visiting one of my friends and I talked to her regarding this matter, and she said that I must go to
The hospital, there may be something wrong with my body, but I was not convinced of this, but she resolved and said she would go with me.
On the next day we went to the hospital and the examination was done and I told the doctor how I felt, so I asked for some tests.
After the tests were conducted and the examination was done, the doctor told me that there was a percentage of narcotic in my body, and that this was often the result of the use of a highly concentrated analgesic, or the abuse of drugs.
It was surprising for me, especially since I had never used such medicines, but the doctor said that the percentage is high in my body, and there is no other solution, except that I took these medicines a lot.
Recently, I feel these symptoms, and she said that the matter is dangerous for me, especially that I am sick with pressure and diabetes, and that such medicines have serious health complications, and it may cause death if it continues in this way!!
And we went out of the doctor’s office while thinking regarding this matter, and in the end my friend told me to be careful with what I eat and drink.
