The story began when I was a first-year student at the Faculty of Agriculture, and I had great ambitions and dreams, especially since I loved my field of study and had a great desire to succeed.
Days passed until the first year of university ended, and I was surprised that there was a young man who proposed to me, and my father agreed quickly without going back or presenting the matter to take my opinion, and because of that I entered into many disputes with my father because of this matter.
In the end I learned that this young man came through a friend, so my father had a great desire to complete the marriage. My father and two days later the young man came to visit us and get to know me, but the shocking surprise was that he was not young as they told me, he was a man fifteen years older than me!
I refused the matter a lot, but I might not stand once morest the desire and insistence of my father, and in the end the engagement and engagement took place, and the most difficult thing in the matter was that the date of marriage was set following only three months.
And my life was going once morest my desire, and the opposite of my ambitions that I was dreaming of, and the days passed quickly in which I tried to adapt to the new situation until the wedding date came, and I was feeling great fear, and also inside me was a feeling of helplessness and anxiety, and I never felt that I was as happy as any bride celebrating her wedding.
In the end, I surrendered to the status quo and got married, and I started my new life in an attempt to accept the matter and coexist with it, but from the first day of marriage, my husband was a person with strange and sometimes unacceptable qualities.
As he was a strong-tempered person who did not like to be discussed by anyone in his decisions, and he also dealt with me with orders and prohibitions, and there was no room for discussion or discussion.
However, I lived with the matter without arguing, and perhaps my personality did not like disputes and conflict a lot, so I avoided entering into disputes or problems, and perhaps because of these pressures I developed a stress disease
It did not take long for her to develop diabetes, and the days passed on this condition until she gave birth to our first child, and he was a beautiful boy who looked like the moon, and the most beautiful moments of life were when I heard the sound of his crying for the first time in life.
